Is it advantageous to breath
ample hours of greed and clutter,
dark moments of affection
make my willful thinking weak.

Learned to deal with hollowness
to heal this sour rhythm,
direct affection to enrich hate
and ennoble a love-giving heart.

I entertain my soul
with this handless lauds and affections,
a lane of heartless prayers
lures me to get there.

This mind-breaking disease
is kicking on and on,
maims my heart's pace
and pleads insanity and repents.

To renew I forget,
To forget I become,
To become I change,
To change I render,
To render I love,
To love I affect,
To affect I lose...
To lose I lose it all... ALWAYS
and I'm tired.