She oversees my happiness
and blocks up my thoughts,
Feeds me up with lies
to be ashamed and guilty.

She built up inside again and again
fell down through and through,
unlikely altered on and on
and cryed and cryed to get out.

Alleged heart of her
tore out my head...
blew off my beliefs
to break down my pulse.

Used to think about the fall
and peel off my intentions,
Used to squeeze my brain
until I realized not.

Became an old stager
inside my own fear,
I stabbed down my consience
with my stubborn voice I hear.