I plead to rise
and I beg to get it,
anxiety freely flows through
and dismembers my will.

To the notes of tears
I play soulful words,
I mingle your subtle intentions
to forgive my sorrow.

Mildly juggle... forget me
judicious insult... believe me,
intense hollowness
smile to me.

See... immature forseer
forgot foremost displeasure,
I have to go far
I have to rise and feel.

Tonight I dispute
this longing desire,
tommorrow I'll curse
my growing cowardice.