Alexis Mabotho Rantloane
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Poem "I called":
- published November 5, 2009
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Other poems by Alexis Mabotho Rantloane:
»Forgotten«
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Poem "I called":
- published November 5, 2009
- viewed 10 times
Other poems by Alexis Mabotho Rantloane:
»I called«
I called earlier, only to hang up the phone when u answered the phone
I contemplated on what I was going to say to you
But as soon as u answered I lost my sense of thinking.
I called earlier, only to hear your voice
So I came up with a good excuse to talk to you
But that conversation didn't last long, I was disappointed
I called earlier, hoping that u might want to chat
So I pretended I needed a favor
That didn't work out well, coz u hung up right after awards,
I called earlier, wanting to check up on you
Hoping you would ask me how I have been
And you didn't, u seemed so uninterested
I called earlier, and with that 1 phone call
It brought a lot of confusion, frustration and sadness to me
It was supposed to be a good phone call
At least that is what I imagined it to be
I called earlier; I wish I didn't make that phone call
Now im wallowing in regret and some sort of sadness
It didn't go down the way I planned at all
Now I just dwelling on our loves less madness
I called earlier, I knew it was not a good idea
I still went ahead coz I had sum sort of hope
And yet im still in denial when its so clear
That u didn't nor do u care, while im trying to cope
Im getting over you, I was getting better at this healing process
Until I put myself back, by making that decision
I dont know why I called.
I contemplated on what I was going to say to you
But as soon as u answered I lost my sense of thinking.
I called earlier, only to hear your voice
So I came up with a good excuse to talk to you
But that conversation didn't last long, I was disappointed
I called earlier, hoping that u might want to chat
So I pretended I needed a favor
That didn't work out well, coz u hung up right after awards,
I called earlier, wanting to check up on you
Hoping you would ask me how I have been
And you didn't, u seemed so uninterested
I called earlier, and with that 1 phone call
It brought a lot of confusion, frustration and sadness to me
It was supposed to be a good phone call
At least that is what I imagined it to be
I called earlier; I wish I didn't make that phone call
Now im wallowing in regret and some sort of sadness
It didn't go down the way I planned at all
Now I just dwelling on our loves less madness
I called earlier, I knew it was not a good idea
I still went ahead coz I had sum sort of hope
And yet im still in denial when its so clear
That u didn't nor do u care, while im trying to cope
Im getting over you, I was getting better at this healing process
Until I put myself back, by making that decision
I dont know why I called.
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