People say its all in my head
Have to take the time but I'll learn to forget
Wondering if I can get on with my life,
Out of my mind, yet still in sight.

Picking up the phone just to hope I will hear your voice
Tossing and turning in the middle of the sleepless night
Maybe its just me but I will I ever see a new light?
When its more than a thought, more than reality, though its just a memory.

Believed in everything he ever wrote
Watched us blow up in smoke
Threw out everything he ever had giving me.
Cant help but to think this isn't helping at all.

Cause when you're rambling with words you'd thought you wouldn't say.
By passing time with hours feeling like days.
Drowning in the shallow water, running in feeling like you're in a maze
Finding yourself with no air, no air to breath

But when its in my every minute of my every day
Every cherished moment tied into one.
Feels like you're in the dark in a world without a sun
Cause when you're reaching onto something that you barely can reach, searching in an endless search.

It's in my every thought I could possibly take.
Its my every breath that I deeply take
Everywhere and in everything
My every wonder in my every step I sadly take.


Cause when you're rambling with words you'd thought you wouldn't say.
By passing time with hours feeling like days.
Drowning in the shallow water, running in feeling like you're in a maze
Finding yourself with no air, no air to breath