Am a nervous wreck,
Am at my wit's end,
At tenterhooks, in anticipation,
Am I longing?,
Never met you, only just known you,
A gallop of the heart, a palpitation,
A rush of blood, a tightining of the heart,
I need open heart surgery, I cannot stand this any longer,
Am I lusting, or is this the infamous infactuation?,

For a person that I have never seen,
This is feelings like I have never known,
So gentle and caressing to the soul,
So kind and at ease with my aspirations,

I touch your hair, feeling it's texture,
Am reading into my feelings DNA,
My mind is in agony, numbed by need, my flesh? in a coma,
Excited by the unknown,
Your skin, the aura, the ambiance, and your presence in absence,
I cannot hold onto my faculties any longer,

I hear your feet's pater-pater,
As you walk through the 'doors' of my heart,
Am faint with excitement,
Dizzy with longing, numbed by caution,
Erect with alertness,

I turn and toss, I cannot sleep anymore,
Am agitated, but am at peace,
You invoke the innermost, the feelings that lay dormant for so long,
This is the beginning,
The craddle of unadulterated feelings,

The gallop, the palpitous heart,
I cuddle, embrace and evelope you closer to my shaking torso,
I undress your soul, and in unison we merge into one large humanity of souls,

Lost inthe throes of nature, you nibble and whisper softly,
Am listening, but am I hearing?,
I feel the shudder, the heaving, the heavy swallowing,
The gasps, the twitches,
Am listening, listening, steady! steady! steady! steady!
Yesssssss! yessssssssssssssssssss!